The goal that will change everything

Today has got me thinking, this morning I woke up to a goal; and now I need to find a way to reach it. I watched Julie and Julia, and now I'm feeling a little inspiration. All my life i have given up on anything i have tried, and this time i want it to be different. I want to make a goal for myself and keep it through. I'm currently writing a book, and sometimes i feel like I'll never finish it, that I'm not good enough. Or maybe that when I'm done with it, nobody will publish it. All these anxiety issues are running through me, and i just don't know what to do. I'm only four teen, and what person in America, would think that a fourteen eyar old would be a New York Times bestseller. So there's my goal i want to have it done by April 2010, i already have over a hundred of pages, and I'm almost at the halfway point. Hopefully when I'm finished with this it will build some ling needed self-confidence in myself. So here I go, i sigh off tonight in the pursuit of my dream